I was going to post today about what a rough week I have had on lupron. I have had mood swings, hot flashes, and headaches bordering on migraines. Between the headaches and the fatigue I have been going to sleep at eight o'clock each night. But now I don't care because lupron is my only hope to save this cycle. I hate having all my hope in a slutty pirate hooker of a drug like lupron. I'm trying to prepare myself for this cycle to be cancelled. I always try to do this...try and prepare for the BFN, try to prepare for the disappointment. Does the preparation ever really work? No, because I always seem to cling to a sliver of hope, and losing that last bit of hope hurts the most.