Negative.
Hope got me again. I really thought things would be different this time.
I guess the only thing I can hope for now is divine intervention.
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I'm so sorry. This whole IF thing is just so wearingly, gut-wrenchingly horrible. My heart goes out to you.
So, so, so stinking sorry.
I'm so very sorry, Megan. Was this an HPT? Is there a chance it's still early? ((((Hugs))))
I just double-checked your last post and I see that you have your beta on Monday. So today is 8dpt13dpo, yes? I am hoping with all I've got that it's just too early for an HPT to detect anything and that you get the right result on Monday. XOXO
Fuck.
I was hoping to see news of a BFFP. It's not over yet though, might still be too early. Not over til you get your blood results on Monday.
I'm still holding my breath for you.
xxxxx
Words won't help, but I hope a virtual hug does...***Hugs***
UGH....sucks sucks SUCKS! I was hoping for a huge BFP for you! IF sucks balls!
Shit. Shit shit shit. I'm so sorry. Nothing about this is ok. SHIT!
well crap!!!!! that's all I've got. fingers and toes still crossed thoughts and prayers
Damn. That sucks, and nothing we can say will make it un-suck. Just know that a whole lot of us are pulling for you.
Damn, damn, damn.
Do what you need to do to process this and feel better about it. It's a terrible dance that you are in right now - balancing those little shreds of hope left and trying to begin the process of moving on. Above all, let yourself grieve.
Many, many hugs.
Don't give up hope yet! It is still early.
I'm so so so sorry. This just sucks. But let's hope that divine intervention comes Monday, and it is a little too early to test. Hang in and just do what you need to do.
GRRRR... infertility just f'ing blows! Try to hang on until Monday - I've read many blogs where crazier things have happened. Just remember - you are not alone.. ever! (hugs)
I'm still hoping for a positive on Monday - you never know.
(((hugs)))
No! NO!! This is just wrong. Wrong in every single way. I am so, so sorry. I know how devastating a negative can be, and how awful it feels to have so much hope only to have it ripped away again.
Mo
Some embies just get a late start. I'll keep hoping you get a ++ on Monday.
grrrrr
I am so sorry for your BFN. Don't lose hope though. I will continue to say prayers for you.
So sorry you are once again in this terrible place. Thinking of you, praying for a miracle...
Damn that sucks. I was hoping for better news for you.
Nothing in this journey is easy. Will I be suppressed/no cysts? Will I stim well? Will they get enough? Will they grow? Will they implant? Will we see a heartbeat? Will it make it past the first trimester? Will I make it to viability? Will I take a baby home?
Thinking of you.
I hope you get better results on Monday. All of this crap we have to go through is just so unfair. Know that you're not alone. Hugs.
A
I am all about hope
and divine intervention.
hoping beyond hope for you
xo
kate
So sorry! {HUGS}
There is still hope it is to early for a HPT.
Oh Megan, my heart is broken for you...
Shit. My heart aches for you. I am so sorry.
Oh man...this sucks. If only words could actually say what I wanted them too.
hugs,
nicole
There isn't anything I can say. I'm so sorry.
Megan,
My heart is totally broken for you and Tony right now. Life is just so unfair. I am so very sorry. You are both in my thoughts and I will be waiting with a heavy heart until you cross this fucking finish line.
Erica
Well, crap.
I'm so sorry.
Why can't this be like other things in life, where if you just pour all of your heart and energy into something, you get rewarded in return.
So unfair.
My heart goes out to you... so sorry.
Fuck. That completely sucks.
I hate seeing your hope-o-meter go from 5 to 0. I still have hope for you and your embies. Hang in there a little bit longer!
I'm in denial for you. I'm sure you're sure it wasn't too early to test? I'm so, so sorry.
My heart hurts for you. I'm so, so sorry.
Oh. I am so sorry. I have never posted, but have been following along for awhile...my heart sunk at this news.
I'm so sorry about the negative. I
I'm going to keep praying for you that it was possibly just a late implantation and that you'll get some good news on Monday.
Thinking about you...
I'm sorry.
I'm hoping it's too early for the POAS test and that Monday will bring much happier news.
In any case, be good to yourself.
Jem
Shit.
Sorry.
I saw your post and read and my heart sank. I'm so sorry for you and your husband. I said a little prayer that you may get some good news from your beta. Take good and gentle care of yourself in the meantime -- get lots of extra love and hugs. Take Monday off if you can.
On the cycle I got pregnant, I probably would have gotten a negative if I had tested early. I know that's not comforting since it was short lived. But it really was the genetics, not the hormones that stopped that pregnancy.
I'm hoping that things work out.
OH Hun, I am just so sorry! ((HUGS))
Thinking of you.
Aargh, so sorry.
I am so very sorry.
I am so sorry. I too, was hoping things would be different for you this time. ((Hugs))
man, cant you catch a break...
Fuck.
Oh Megan - I was so praying that this would be the ONE! Crap - I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry. This is such bullcrap.
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