Two more pregnancy tests. One with first morning urine, both negative.
The pity party rages on!
I think I cried more yesterday over this positive pregnancy test than I did over my cancelled IVF transfer.
For an hour yesterday I thought this nightmare was all over.
A person's mind can do a lot of planning in an hour.
Tony and I are going for a picnic today followed by a long hike. I'm going to find my center again in nature.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
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That is crap. I am so sorry. I hope your day gets better.
Rage...rage...rage on we understand.
Enjoy your commune with nature...I hope it helps, even if its a bit...
so very sorry.
Shit. I was still Pollyannishly holding out hope...
Have a great picnic and I hope nature does its healing best.
I was really hoping this was it. I'm so, so sorry.
This is just as bad as beta hell. I'm so sorry.
Damn. I am sorry girl.
I can't count how many times I've been kicked in the teeth after some faint ghost line on a pg test, or trying out the old OPK-as-HPT and seeing the lines get darker and darker from 8dpo on, only to test negative on the HPT in the end.
This just sucks! So sorry.
That just sucks! I know exactly how that feels to get a positive and then have it yanked away. I am so sorry!
So very sad and sorry for you today. I hope you have a lovely picnic with your wonderful husband.
I'm sorry. That sucks. I bumped up the hope-o-meter, and now it slowly sinks back down.
I hope your day got much much much better.
That's totally shite for you. I'm so sorry that you got that awful bit of hope yesterday now that it was dashed today.
Grrrr at stupid fake-o HPTs.
Yucky. Just darn yucky.
I know my mind can plan a lot in an hour. I know why you cried so much.
Today I turned 35. Yup, some tears there.
To better times...
fuck fuck fuck fuck
fuck fuck fuck
truly
madly
deeply
darn it.
I am so sorry- I was kinda hoping that you could catch a miracle here,
warm wishes to you
and gosh darn
Kate
): so sorry...
I'm sorry you're having such a rotten rollercoaster ride. Know that our hearts are all sinking along with yours, and still holding on to a little hope that those negatives are false. XO
Dammit.
Hope is a terrible thing, especially when even for a few moment it is colluding with science.
I'm sorry.
WTF, ClearBlueFuckers?
I'm so sorry. Thinking of you
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