Frustration

I am so annoyed. I had an appointment today and I am still not really recovering from my OHSS. I am supposed to be leaving for vacation today and now my RE has me very freaked out about even going. All I want to hear is that I am getting better and I can move on to my next cycle. Now I am concerned if there will even be a next cycle, and I am too scared to ask. I am too scared that I they will tell me that I'm no longer a good candidate for IVF. With my husbands issues I feel that IVF is our only option.

Plus, we are supposed to be going to NYC and Chicago and the weather is not cooperating. I guess nothing is going right this year. I am so ready for 2009!