Thursday, December 17, 2009

The Little Voice

Sometimes I ignore it, sometimes I argue with it, sometimes I believe it and celebrate it; that little voice inside of me that says, “This is going to work because…”

The “because” is different with every IVF.

This is going to work because we aren’t really that infertile and IVF is a bit of overkill.
This is going to work because now we are seeing a new RE.
This is going to work because I have been doing acupuncture and meditation and supplements and diet changes.

Now I have a new “because”.

This is going to work because it would be a perfect ending to a last chance IVF.

Sigh. I’ve grown to hate that little voice. That little voice is never right.

But it is still there. Whispering. This is going to work. This is going to work. This is going to work.

14 comments:

ASP said...

"The Little IVF That Could"

With a title like that, it has to work, right?

Merry Christmas!

Eileen said...

This cycle is going to be the answer for both of us. I just know it! I am here cheering you on, even when your engine slows downa nd worries about making up the hill. I'll give you a push ;-).

IVF 40+ said...

if we didn't have the voice we wouldn't, couldn't go through all this.

I have hope for you and yours this cycle.

And i am in love with your dog!
Eb

Jo said...

Ah, I know that voice well. Hoping, praying, crossing EVERYTHING that this really IS going to work this time.

Hugs,
Jo

lastchanceivf said...

Hoping your last chance really is THE ONE! Best of luck!!

waiting and wishing said...

Here's to perfect endings!

Hope said...

I hope this is it for you!!!!

Can I just say that your pictures of Bo brings a smile to my face everyday?!?! He is the cutest thing I have ever seen. What camera do you have? It takes great pics. I am looking for a new one and would love to know the make and model.

thegalwho said...

And you know what?

This IVF may just work....the perfect ending to a crappy journey that no woman should ever find themselves on.

xxx

Jendeis said...

I always feel the same way with our cycles. My Hope-o-Meter is at a 10 for you.

[cre] said...

My fingers and toes are crossed for you! Keep your head up and don't be afraid to get your hopes up, too!

Kacy said...

Yep, its going to work!

www.infertilityinstability.blogspot.com

irrationalexuberance said...

If you didn't believe it would work, you couldn't do this (because it isn't THAT much fun...). I hope with everything that this coming cycle works for you.

PJ said...

I think you can, I think you can. :)

womb for improvement said...

Yeah mines going to work because I have to test on Christmas day and wouldn't that be just too perfect?

Yeah, probably.

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