Monday, December 29, 2008

I never thought...

I never thought that I would have problems getting pregnant.
I never thought that I would have a miscarriage.
I never thought that I would check my cervical mucus.
I never thought that I would check my cervical mucus in a bathroom stall at work.
I never thought that I would go to a male "lady doctor".
I never thought that I would get sick of having sex with my husband.
I never thought that I would tell my husband to masturbate and just call me in for the "finale".
I never thought that I would cry at work.
I never thought that I would do IVF.
I never thought that I would get a shot in a fitting room at Target while shopping the day after Thanksgiving.
I never thought that I would get fertility drugs as a birthday present.
I never thought that my husband would turn forty before we had a baby.

I STILL think that I will get pregnant and have a healthy baby some day.

2 comments:

twondra said...

Very powerful and so true. Thinking of you

Tara said...

I am with you. I gave myself a shot in my car after a wedding and before the reception. I still believe in both of us, though!

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